So.... believing in full disclosure, and in an effort to dispel all facades, I guess I will start out with where I am at the moment.
I find myself at a crossroads that I have been at often in the last five years. I could take the path of least resistance, as I have before. I find myself fighting the desire to give up on what I know is right. I just feel like...I am missing something. I know what my life should be like, I see the divide between what I am and what I should be, but I have no clue what the answer is to bridge the divide. I am not responsible. I am not motivated. I just...drift...
Efforts to turn my life from the doldrums have failed. I have failed people many times over, until some of them have just given up, and with good reason.
So that's where I am, and have been. Where I go from here, only heaven knows, and only time will tell.
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